Dear Reader
A major part of Step Two for me has been the realisation that no matter how hard I try I cannot be restored to sanity until I let go – but let go of what? Well, actually everything that’s not my responsibility. Thankfully, the Serenity Prayer (back cover) and the AA Programme clarify that I am only responsible for my actions and my reactions, and that I have no control over other people, places and things. Phew! Sanity for me is when I am at peace within myself. The serenity that comes with connecting with my Higher Power – particularly when my head is taking charge, again! – is priceless. Once again, acceptance of what is keeps me emotionally sober and sane. Doing the right thing for the right reasons helps me on my path of spiritual progress where I don’t need to get caught up in negativity but, with detachment and discernment, can be helpful to others in a caring and supportive manner. Today, thanks to our terrific Programme of spiritual recovery, I know I cannot restore myself to sanity, but my Higher Power can – and that includes through connecting with others. I can’t think myself to sanity, but I can let the Power of a spiritual life constantly wash away my negative tendencies each and every day.
Tradition Two is a wonderful reminder that it’s not all about me. I do have a voice, and within the group conscience I can voice my opinions, but this Tradition reminds me I also have ears, with which to listen and honestly hear what is being said. Accepting the group conscience is a massive part of our Traditions – but can I do it without anger, resentment, frustration…? I’m not in charge, a loving God is, so that is where I find my sanity - and learn to let go. Today, I am a grateful alcoholic who need never drink again if I continue to practice these principles in all my affairs. It has given me a bridge to normal living in a world I can’t control – but in which I can hopefully be a positive influence.
Please continue to send your articles on Gratitude – and encourage your Fellows too - for our June special edition. If you wish your article to be published in June then the deadline is April and we look forward to hearing from you all.
