Dear Reader
Firstly, my apologies for the error in June 2024 REFUND NOTICE, which should have referred to Share as well as Roundabout. I have included the corrected REFUND NOTICE in this month’s magazine.
Unconditional love was not something I totally understood when I came into AA. However, by the time I was working on Step Eight with my sponsor, I had become much more aware of that hyper-critical inner voice which had been with me most of my life. So, I did put myself at the top of the list of persons I had harmed – and, though willing, I really didn’t know if I would ever be able to forgive myself for the harm I had done. I have now learned that trusting in my Higher Power and embracing this spiritual Programme of recovery has meant healing is possible – given time, patience and kindness. With this Programme, living at peace with my past really is possible most of the time, especially as my relationships with others also improved. Being willing to let go of unrealistic expectations of myself and others, is a massive step forward and I need to work on that willingness every day.
Tradition Eight reminds us that, while much of our service work is carried out by Fellows who volunteer and commit to positions throughout AA, our service centres do need paid employees in some roles to support that service structure. It is such a joy to be part of a Fellowship where the dedication and commitment of all who commit to service, whether paid or voluntary, is unequalled. For me, service is a vital part of my recovery, giving back where I can. Thankfully, working my Programme also reminds me that balance in my life is vital and being able to say no, without guilt, is a big part of making amends to myself and to others. At the same time, by being totally honest with myself I can ensure I am aware of when I can do a little bit more – and just do it, without resentment. Today, I’m more aware of how much unconditional love there is in the world and the Fellowship – and I’m willing to do my bit.
